First of all-update on Pa: He is spending another night at the hospital. They are observing him one more night and sending him home tomorrow. They say they are 99 % sure he did not have a heart attack, which he knew. He said it wasn't his heart. Anyway, they still think he has infection around his heart, so I'm guessing he will come home with antibiotics. Basiscally, that is all we really know. I hope he will follow up with a regular doctor of his, but that is out of my control.
Second of all- I am throwing in the towel. I am letting go of the idea of cooking much of anything until after the baby is born and I'm recovered. I am just tired and I just can't handle it all right now. I've been beating myself up over it, and eating out IS expensive. I will try to get some conveniency type things this weekend and use some of the stuff I've frozen. I mean, I should get a pass, right? I'm having a baby in just 11 days if not before, he's at least 8 lb. by now.....my twins are 2......I think I deserve to rest till he arrives, don't you? I'm going with that anyway. If I have any free time in the afternoon, I like to take a nap. That will probably be a luxury in a few weeks, so I'm going to enjoy it now. I have no more nesting desires whatsoever. I'm SO done with that! I also bought paper products for us to use and I've dove into them too. I am always environmentally concious but I am letting that go for a very short while as well. That won't last long because I truly don't care for eating on paper anyway. So.....don't come to my house expecting a meal! hahaha! Luckily, Dustin is laid back as far as eating goes and the kids are happy with peanut butter & jelly, or pizza, or something simple like that. I must remind myself, this is just a short season of life and I will feel more energetic soon.
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